Ileana D’Cruz
Ileana D’Cruz recently gave birth to a baby boy, the baby was named Koa Phoenix Dolan she recently shares a post expressing her experience on motherhood.
The post read, ” My friend messaged me after I had a baby, “how are you?” her message read.
I responded: “It’s harder than I thought, some moments I’m swept up in the beauty of motherhood, others I’m dragging myself around in a coffee-stained dressing gown with unwashed hair. I know people say to take some time out for me, but in this season of being so needed I don’t know how. I’m more tired than I ever imagined, though I could trace their tiny features for hours, I could watch the way a sneeze crinkles their eyes and takes them by surprise. But I also feel a little lost at times, yet they are a
seed in my bones, and I have never been more found. Some days I sit in shadows and other’s the light fills me up inside and together we grow and grow. My body aches, from birth, for the girl I once was, for sleep, for their scent. The shower feels like a break, though I always feel hurried. Makes no sense, does it? Some days I feel as if I’m not achieving much and yet I am rushed off my feet. Years can pass through these four walls in mere minutes. My mind is all over the place, I want to press pause and yet I am already in awe of who they’re becoming. We’re still figuring this whole thing out together, and yet it’s like I’ve known them forever. I feel a new type of wholeness, of being complete, but some days I just feel empty. Does this make any sense? I’d love some time alone, but I am entangled in them, and yet that’s how I want it. My heart would be fumbling around in the dark without them. That’s another thing I wanted to tell you… I’ve never thought with my heart so much, I’ve never seen so much with it either. I’m not ready to have visitors just yet, but I miss you, I really do. Thanks for checking in.” But I didn’t. Instead, I told her we were great, my baby was simply a dream, and that we couldn’t wait to see her.
Then I hit send.”.
The actress shared a post written by Jessi Caurlichs an English author, to express how she feels after becoming a mother to her adorable kid. On the work front Illeana is soon set to appear in Unfair and Lovely, reports suggest that the filming has come to an end and will soon be out for the audience.
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